Author: Tova

  • Guatemala: Journal Snippets

    Guatemala: Journal Snippets

    Journal snippets from 3 weeks of backpacking Guatemala in 2023

    MIA-GUA
    Guatemala City > Antigua > San Pedro La Laguna – Lake Atitlan > Semuc Champey > Flores > Guatemala City

    Day 1: Guatemala City

    Had a successful first day in Guatemala City 🙂 it was magical. Sometimes goosebumps inducing. Felt the magic of being in a new place, reminding me of why I fell in love with Mexico and I suppose Latin America, and just traveling in general.

    I wonder… if I didn’t already have my next hostel booked if I would stay here longer. The idea of feeling places out. On the one hand, because it’s already booked I’m ok with leaving. I also feel so good about my decision to stay here and explore the city for the day. I really didn’t see any tourists and honestly I’m beyond confused why so many blogs say to leave the city – the capital at that – as if it doesn’t deserve even a day to explore! After just one single afternoon here, I can say this place easily deserves a day, probably 2 or 3. There are museums to see, other parts of the city. The city on a Sunday was so alive once you got closer to parque central. What was a 40 minute walk from the hostel to parque central felt like 15 minutes because as soon as I got to Calle 6, it’s closed to traffic and is full of pedestrians, musicians, shops and restaurants. You really feel the pulse of the city.

    I find it odd that the Uber driver said I couldn’t even walk during the day to parque central alone. That I needed to go with a friend and a big, strong friend to fight off ladrones. I asked the Venezuelan guy working the front desk and he said it was fine to walk alone during the day. Personally I felt safe here, made sure to be back just before nightfall. There was only one creep I encountered asking for money a block from the hostel near a modern shopping center, and when I said no he asked what are you doing tonight. I ignored him and kept going. His English sounded so American he didn’t even look Guatemalan.

    It was definitely this overwhelm once outside the airport. So many families waiting excitedly for loved ones. Lots of white taxis. I tried Uber and even though I had LTE (thankfully my phone connected right away, lost connection and then reconnected), it wasn’t loading. I connected to airport wifi which I knew about because Kenna connected to it, and finally Uber worked. Only 30 quetzales to hostal, so a few bucks. However I didn’t see Uber and was little stressful but then saw him thankfully. Was running around frantically at one point. I wasn’t sure which side to wait on …. Turned out he was near taxis and didn’t think he’d be there. Anyways it worked out. I spoke to drive in Spanish and understood most of what he said not everything. He told me about an earthquake in Feb. of 1974 that caused a lot of deaths. He is in his 60s, likes doing Uber he gets to listen to music all day. He loves music and plays s bunch of instruments.

    It’s funny or strange how I don’t really want to speak Spanish st home but here I was immediately wanting to practice my Spanish so even when he spoke English I mostly kept speaking spanish. I need to practice it so my grammar can be corrected.

    I think this city get a really bad rap and when you’re here the reality is so different.

    I just love solo travel because my self-confidence goes up so much and it feels so good to do everything on my own and see I can do it. Navigating, buying street food, communicating and chatting with locals. I don’t always understand but I understand enough.

    Can’t believe I’m here living another travel adventure!

    Day 2:

    Was feeling pretty unsocial at hostel today. Seems to be a mix of some social people but more people like me that seem to want their space so def introverts out here like me, lots of them here haha. I have such an interesting combo of sometimes really appreciating and valuing connection and interaction and it ends up being highlight of my trip and also loving being solo and processing everything and being so ok with downtime like this to write.

    I got to market in Antigua and I asked woman where here a place to eat… she said comedores … and she said not there (in the touristy area) she pointed me in direction where she said there’s a good place where people eat. Well i found it right away and it looked perfect. People were eating there, locals and two tourists with local guide. I asked woman there making handmade tortillas if they have vegetarian plates without chicken or meat she said yes. well like 5 min later they brought me a place with rice beans salad potatoes, handmade tortillas and a creamy drink. It was 25 quetzales $3 and tasted great. Couldn’t believe my luck. Then I was like what do I do now lol. So I climbed cerro de la cruz.

    First impression arriving in Antigua are so many tourists here. In Guatemala City I didn’t see any except in hostel and not gonna lie I was kind of turned off and missing Guatemala City …. But then as I started walking I realized there’s a quietness here compared to Guate. Life is slower here. I can sense the difference.

    Day 3: Hobbitenango

    I have to admit I haven’t been feeling the magic. I’m not having a bad time. I don’t know what’s happening. Wondering if I’ve locked myself in to too many days here and then trying to fill my days and while this city is nice, I haven’t connected with it. There’s no live music in the street. It doesn’t feel alive the way Guatemala City felt on Sunday, or Oaxaca when I was there.

    Day 4: Acatenango & Fuego!

    Day 5: Santa Clara ruins. Wandered around town. Procession.

    Day 6: San Pedro la Laguna: Lake Atitlan

    The novelty of seeing new things and meeting new people and experiencing new cultures is just… I can’t find the words. There’s nothing like it. No photos or videos will ever replace being in a place.

    Was so nice talking to Shelley today on bus. She was so friendly, hilarious and talkative and great conversationalist. She’s been on so many adventures! It’s inspiring. From the UK. 10 years ago she and friend bought scooter and then two met German guy and they traveled Vietnam and Cambodia 6 week. Hi chi minh to Siam reap I think.

    She did Camino del Santiago. she just finished Everest base camp 12 days. Traveling now for few months! As is Stephanie from Germany. Germans travel so much! So she was in Nepal and then Mexico and now Guatemala . I was thinking of skipping semuc but after speaking with her I’m going to do it. Plus van ride today went well. I just have to decide if want to still go to Xela or not.

    Day 7: Day Trip to Santiago, San Juan – basketball with locals.

    Guatemalans must be one of the friendliest kindest people I’ve encountered. Saying hi on street and so helpful.

    Well today has been pure magic. Really it was the basketball game with locals that has given me a high and put me on cloud 9. I took a Tuk tuk to San Juan in afternoon for 5 quetzales. Then wandered. Passed a park where I paid 3 quetzales to use bathroom and watched a local guy playing basketball. I was shy at first to ask if I could try to make a shot so I watched. Another guy joined in. I watched both. Guy number two left. I summoned courage to ask puedo tratar. And we tossed ball back and forth. Then two women approached if we wanted to play a game. I admit I was scared at first. I figured I couldn’t give in to fear and say no so I agreed. They said until 21 I was like i don’t understand but sure. So it was me and guy against two girls. I had the best time. We played three games. I think we won all three but not sure haha. I often passed ball to guy. It was so very awesome. Felt so amazing and was a blast. Not sure why I don’t have courage to do that in Miami. Although I wasn’t looking to play game just happens. Magic. Pure magic!! I am now in my element.

    Exploring, wandering. Letting my instinct guide me. No real agenda. day by day. Moment by moment. Meeting new people, making new friends, practicing Spanish, seeing new things. Everything is new exciting and beautiful. My senses are stimulated, everything is heightened.

    Being out of your routine. Learning about new cultures, bridging divides we’re all human. Realizing how much to be grateful for. Learning to be more open and friendly back at home.

    Bring on my own is thrilling. Nothing like feeling you can do everything on your own. Anything is possible. And you just let your own inner compass guide you.

    I used to play second fiddle. Thought I was dependent on my ex for Spanish, felt like an outsider following him around doing the talking the socializing and then I became so quiet. But on my own… I get to socialize and be the director of my own life, my own journey. I am not second to anyone. I get to practice Spanish and prove to myself I am fully one hundred percent capable, friendly, open and just so damn happy and grateful to be doing this.

    One week here and I’ve already lived so much, experienced so much. Met tons of people. Having time of my life. I am free. Independent. Secure with myself. Happy. So very very happy.

    Today a dog guided me down the mirador. So cool.

    Right now I desire for nothing. I feel full, nourished, complete.

    Day 8 – San Marcos

    Day 9 – Rostro maya sunrise hike, Market, Mirador San Pedro

    Was cool experience hiking at night with stars, used phone light for illumination. was definitely hard going up again but I kept up with the group and luckily our guide kept good pace and stopped twice for breaks which was very helpful to catch my breath and drink.

    Met really cool couple from German this morning on hike, traveling weird like that where you have conversations and meet so many people you’ll likely never see again in your life, but I still enjoy meeting them and it’s part of experience.

    San Pedro feels like home right now. Maybe it’s combo of general vibe, friendly people.

    Thursday, March 7 – Chichicastenango day trip

    Friday, March 8 – Lake Atitlan (San Pedro)

    What a disaster yesterday. Ate leftover hummus and shakshuka- messed up my stomach. Food poisoning or something. It bothered me but not enough to stop me from going to chichi. I told myself at any point I could turn around but I didn’t. I guess I was hoping it would pass and it was off and on and not terrible pain just really uncomfortable. But then when I got to chichi after boat ride and 3 changes on chicken buses I was depleted of energy, couldn’t move and overwhelmed by what seems like just another market. But I wasn’t feeling well enough to walk around at all. I just say down someplace off to the side, quiet for at least 30 in. No appetite, no energy. I had no choice really but just go back and repeat same journey I just made. Total insanity. Didn’t make it back until 4pm and I left at 7:30am. Nuts. I made it there at 10:10am, probably left to go home before 12pm so don’t know what took so long. The boat ride coming back, not feeling well, was rough. Stopped at like 5 places. Jaibalito, tzutzun, Santa Cruz, San Marcos… like never ending, and rough sometimes way boat slams down. I couldn’t move when I got to hotel. Just lay in bed. Threw up when I got to Pana and threw up as soon as I got to my room.

    Even though I have a headache and am not feeling fully myself, I am still a hundred percent better than yesterday when I couldn’t move and felt so very ill. I am so grateful for that.

    Saturday, March 9 – Lake Atitlan (San Pedro)

    Woke up from stomach pains. It’s weird to be traveling but stuck on my iPad all day and not be out exploring.

    Tuesday March 12 – shuttle to Semuc Champey

    Glad to my new place. But just hilarious. You get what pay for. No sound proofing. Hear neighbor playing crazy loud music as if fiesta. I want to join haha.

    Music from fiesta finally ended hallelujah.

    Things I miss and take for granted:

    Throwing toilet paper in toilet
    Sound proofing
    Using credit cards
    Not having to go to atm to get cash
    Being able to drink tap water
    Having my own toilet
    Making my own food.
    Not worrying about getting ripped off
    Not getting ripped off
    Being charged diff price as tourist
    Clean air that doesn’t smell like diesel fuel.
    My family
    My friends

    Biking.

    Things I am appreciating:
    Cheap places to stay – but there’s a trade off…
    Seeing new places, having adventures.

    Wednesday March 13 – Semuc Champey

    Slept well here. Had to use earplugs… was just quite loud with dogs barking, this morning nice to hear chickens early so woke up at 6am, ate breakfast here at 7am but need patience they cook everything fresh and other people there before me.

    March 14 – Grutas de Lanquin (caves), tubing with guide. Hike.

    As I was heading out to semuc she told me about this place called Cuevas de grutas. She said something about bathing in cold water. Said tuk tuk 10 or walk 25 min. I took tuk tuk there. Paid 30 entrance. I was in shock being in cave first time. Enormous. I was only one there felt super creepy like haunted house. Creepiest thing I ever did. As I went on got slippery with my sandals barefoot would prob be better but didn’t want take them off tried being careful because no reception and no one else there. I really enjoyed the experience solo without anyone. Was just truly wild. Then I went tubing with guide there.

    March 16 – Flores. Jorge’s Rope Swing.

    Wasn’t expecting Flores to be this touristy commercial modern city. I think I expected like a dead quiet little village but instead it’s vibrant and chill and quaint and has its own unique charm about it.

    It seems the closer this trip comes to a close the more I find myself thoroughly enjoying every day here and most of the people I’m meeting and this way of living. I don’t really miss anyone or anything

    March 17 – lancha to San Miguel

    March 18 – Arca’s animal rescue, Flores

    If you want to read about my itinerary and what I actually did, check out this post on my photography website.

  • El Salvador Journal Snippets

    El Salvador Journal Snippets

    I spent 2 weeks in El Salvador in March 2026, and absolutely loved it. It afforded a more low key-travel destination which was exactly what I was looking for. So close to home from Miami, and immediately you are plunged into a different world. Here are snippets of my journal from my time there.

    2 Week Itinerary:
    San Salvador > Santa Ana > Sunzal / El Tunco > La Union > Suchitoto > San Salvador

    lake-coatepeque

    San Salvador

    March 2, 2026

    Pick-up truck, rumbling, dusty, trash streets, packed, guy’s backpack pressed up against me, holding on dear life, grip hurts, hot, no one talking just rumbling of car and bumps, fear of dogs; locals reassure me. Riding motos.

    pick up truck
    San Salvador mercado

    The adventure begins. I splurge on a moto for $3 to the park, it arrives in minutes. Everything I love has returned. My love and I – travel- have reunited. It’s like meeting up with a friend you’re excited to see.

    The routine is broken. I’ve arrived in a new airport, a new place to lay my head. Breakfast is not my usual toast with hummus but “un desayuno típico”; scrambled eggs with refried beans, avocado, fried plantain, queso fresco and toast. Instead of driving I am whisked away on a motorcycle and taken to Parque Cuscatlan, where I hope to join a walking tour. Except I haven’t registered – I don’t want to join and be the only person… I want to scope it out. I step off the moto and before I even have the chance to roam the park alone, a man in a red t-shirt greets me. Hi! Are you looking for me – David? Are you doing a tour? It’s just past 9am and the tour I want to join doesn’t start until 9:45am. I ask him which tour, knowing there’s another tour that starts at 9am and turns out he is indeed from guru walk and 5 people have signed up – so I am lucky. If no one signs up he wouldn’t be here, he says.

    el desayuno tipico

    Since I am early, I tell him I’ll go for a walk. I was hoping to start my day with a roam around the park but Parque Cuscatlan it is roped off. I ask him why and he says that on the weekends the park is llena de personas – full of people, and today is muy tranquila, and they will take care of the park today – park maintenance. I am disappointed, as a quiet park sounds perfect to me, but instead I find a pedestrian pathway that winds its way over the park with views of familiar trees from home – gumbo limbo, bottle brush tree, and mangos. Later on the walking tour, I learn that “not even chickens lay eggs on Mondays” 🙂

    Gone were the nerves I had three years ago when I embarked on my first solo out of the country trip to Mexico. I have now traveled solo to over 20 countries I have the confidence and experience that’s come with that. Plus, it’s Central America and I speak enough Spanish to have basic conversations.

    Tuesday March 3

    6:33am fan in my hostel bed is whirring, chorus birds chirping. Tiredness heavy on eyelids.

    Walking tour notes:

    Feel like I’m here at right time; on the cusp of so much change. This is what I love so much about travel, I am learning not from books or news but from being in a place. I just got a 4 hour lesson about a country’s past, present and future from a local, walking the streets, going to museum together, drinking horchata from reputable stand.

    Meeting people like Robert from New Zealand cycling from Alaska to Argentina. Unreal. About half way thru 12k km. People going on insane adventures and living atypical adventurous lives.

    Santa Ana


    Sitting in square. I love that all locals are out in streets. Don’t really see that at home. People go to restaurants. Where is there a square at night where everyone hangs out and don’t need to spend money???

    santa ana square

    Feeling happy, content, relaxed. Nice to have a chill morning. To be able to walk to my coffee place for the third time and feel like a regular. To not know or care about what day it is. To be away from my computer and the concept of being productive. To see so much more life in the streets. Women cooking outside. Music and sounds and the unpleasant smell of diesel fuel. The rush of trucks and scooters and cars and chicken buses. Kids going to school, people going to work, the hustlers, the chillers. It’s colorful and so very alive.

    I am just a few minutes from the central square, from parque la libertad and la catedral, where the main action is.

    santa ana city

    Do I want to work less and travel more? Maybe instead of taking one week off I take two? I still have yet to see Bolivia, southern Chile, southern Argentina, most of Brazil, Uruguay, Paraguay, Guyana, Venezuela. Honduras, Nicaragua, Costa Rica, Belize, Panama. The places to travel to are endless.

    This is me. Solo wanderer, explorer, adventurer. Lives to see new things, interact with new people, to break free from routine, work, and the same old everyday life.

    Travel is maybe the only time I can get along with -most- people I meet – if they’re open – because right off the bat we have something in common and something to talk about – what we’re doing, what we’ve done, what we’re planning to see.

    Antonio tells me last night of where he wants to go next year – Asia. India, Vietnam, Cambodia, Thailand, Malaysia, Philippines… we both want to do to South Africa and on safari.

    santa ana woman's portrait

    It’s this excitement and his mention of all these new places I haven’t been to -and he’s been to Balkans and liked it- that reinvigorates me. Also traveling like this is not for the old or tired, truly. It takes energy, and desire, and the physical and mental ability to do so. It’s not a typical, lay-on-the-beach vacation. It’s navigating public transport, asking many people how to get to a place, it’s trekking in the heat, it’s hiking up volcanoes under a searing sun, it’s holding on for dear life in the back of a pickup truck. It’s trying new food and drinks and hoping and praying you don’t get ill from it. It’s really not for the faint of heart. This life is for people who seek something more; an unquenchable desire to explore; to learn; to challenge yourself; to leave everything and everyone you know and care about for something else that you love: adventure.

    santa ana

    It’s also not just about sightseeing. It’s learning. Is there any better way to learn about history, culture and other ways of life than by being in a place? I think not. I soak up the knowledge from locals on walking tours, visit museums, and search the internet for other questions that arise along the way. I don’t get to just read about how El Salvador has changed, I get to experience it firsthand.

    lunch plate at mirador coatepeque

    When you stay in hostels you have to accept that in your late 30s you might be the oldest one or close to it. That it will be rare to meet other people your age. If you do want to meet people your age, better to try guest houses or tours. It’s harder, for sure. Most people my age are married with families, or traveling with a partner. I think it’s a very, very tiny portion of people who are single and traveling solo, both men and women. But it’s ok. I’m happy. No, I’m thrilled, to be here doing this.

    santa ana streets

    Today was one of my favorite days and outings. It was an easy escape from the noise and fumes of the city, offering a gorgeous view of these waterfalls that you would think would be cold and refreshing but it’s actually hot! I was one direct bus 210 that leaves constantly from the main terminal and goes to atiquizaya, takes about 40 min for .48. The bus leaves you off at parque San Juan and from there you take a little carrito or tuk tuk for $2 down an unpaved, rocky and dusty road for a 10-15 min ride. It is quiet with few tourists there. I found a spot for myself and soaked myself in the hot water, then just my feet, until these tiny fish were bothering me (more looks and not knowing if they do damage so I then just lay down on the rocks relaxing in nature). It was awesome. Then flagged carrito going back and he was honest, maybe because he already had passenger in back which I didn’t notice immediately. So he charged me $2 whereas guy going there charged me $5 I bargained to $4.

    After I got off at bus in Santa Ana, I walked thru outdoor market and even though I was listening to my music, I could hear noise coming from my right. I walk into this place where locals are playing their version of bingo! I was welcomed in, and it was no problem to watch and not take part. Their version of playing lottery. Play certain number of tabletas with corn! And can win $30-65? Not sure.

    bingo


    I have only had cold one minute showers all week and more cold showers await.

    Went to hectors walking tour, except he wasn’t there and I nearly left… then he shows up 5 minutes late which no guide has ever done on a walking tour, and he proceeds to waste 45 minutes of our time by saying over and over again how this isn’t a typical walking tour about dates and buildings and we can ask him anything, except someone mentioned politics and history and he still was saying nothing. I seriously contemplated leaving several times because I’ve taken so maybe regular walking tours that were incredible- informative, honest, passionate, etc. like there’s reason guides are certified because they know and insane amount of knowledge and a good guide will pack in so much. He was opposite. So chill and unstructured and uncaring about time and just how hung out with people for 24 hours and went to el tunco, how he hung out with few girls and got matching tattoos. and I’m like this is bullshit, go around say names and fun fact. Then he had no fun fact about himself. We finally go get coffee bec it’s what people wanted – he called our group small even tho we were solid group of 20 or so. Then finally at Beats coffee he starts to tell his story in bits and pieces as people asked questions.

    Turns out he left El Salvador -escaped- at 15 with a backpack. Five of his friends were in gangs. He was pressured to join a gang. Which meant a group of men would beat you up for 15 minutes and if you survived the beating by putting your hands up you were in -and he didn’t think he would survive- or you had to kill someone, an innocent person the next person who would come around the corner, didn’t matter if it’s a kid or your brother or whoever you’d have to shoot to be inducted and he didn’t want to do that either so he went home, packaged backpack, took different route home, stole some money from his dad like $25 and took chicken bus and went to border of Guatemala to work on farm. His parents went to US. He came back 3 years ago, at 18 I suppose, he’s now 21, because of safety. All his friends have been killed – he made phone calls before returning. he feels safe. Parents came back too. Four sisters. In University studying sociology.

    Will probably vote for bukele even tho doesn’t like him because no better option. says like toxic relationship. Basically it’s been so bad here that for safety alone people are happy with I’m but there are no personal human rights, and still state of emergency which gives police right to shoot and do whatever they want. Basically they accept bare minimum and no one better.

    Said story of how gangs would push someone’s mouth against concrete and break jaw and teeth.

    How they extorted 70% of everyone’s wages so we’re earning so little. How this woman couldn’t afford it anymore so they shot her in back over 50 times with handgun and her young son witnessed this and as revenge killed over 30 people in gang, and is now in prison this is interview, and has also raped etc and has no remorse.

    Didn’t speak well of US, never made things better and never welcomed them in with open arms. He then took us on food market tour which was AWESOME. Honestly wished I did it in other places like Vietnam, because I’d have no idea what to get and what’s safe to eat. My stomach is gurgling like crazy rest of day, but had some really good food. I loved this fried corn cake was amazing. And this sweet milk dish.

    food tour

    So in end glad I did it, and to get that kind of first-hand perspective and story was enlightening. Also that official guides are endorsed by government and then must not criticize so explains why Dave in San Salvador gave such glossy review of Bukele without any criticisms and didn’t mention state of emergency, loss of human rights, and just painted this rosy photo of how amazing things are now – which in comparison they are, and how Bukele doesn’t pocket all money like previous politicians, but he didn’t explain it well like hector did, it was very rosy and one sided. Hector also said with tattoos he gets stopped a lot, how tourist in el tunco was imprisoned because of tattoo he got and not sure what happened to him.

    But here he is 21 doing this walking tour after got fired two months after doing call center job for Walmart and says people cursing him out and his accent and wanted to speak to American. And using money to help pay for his university.

    pupusa class

    Juayua

    pickup truck on way to juayua 7 waterfalls hike
    seven waterfalls hike, juayua, el salvador

    I felt such relief to be out of Santa Ana which felt so dirty, chaotic, noisy, full of fumes and here it’s so much quieter, cleaner, prettier, more in mountains which I had no idea, cooler but also was cloudy. The vibes here (at the hostel) are so good, the beds so large, and place is so nice I see why people like it so much.

    private room juayua
    juayua balcony view



    Craziest thing just happened. First I went to town of Salcoatitan to ceiba tree which was really cool. It was only ten min drive from Juayua- where I checked out of at 10:15am after talking to mom. Luckily bus driver shouted to me bec I didn’t realize we were there already.

    Then took bus to nuahizaltco, the thing is, I had a couple hours to spare, I was going to just wander around town and get lunch. I was thinking a fruit smoothie would be nice. I pass by these nice-looking little shops and see smoothie sign. I look at it, then check my phone to look for reviews. But then guy calls to me who is sitting next to some kids. He talks to me in English, what are you looking for? Do you want some drinks, water? I said no, a smoothie un batido. He said that place is closed today. Then he started talking to me – can I offer you some juice? Come sit down, bring her water. He grew up here, then LA worked in Miami, at Temple a bar in south beach. Came back year ago built this mall named after grandmother.

    He then asks if I have time to go Rio, he can take me to his sister’s to have lunch. I tell him I don’t have lots of time need to be back at 1pm. It was just after 11am. He says he can take me to River. I say ok. He was going to take pickup but instead gets uber – guys hanging out side of road/ and pays $6 to drive us. We the hike thru field with beautiful view down to canyon, then to waterfall- the one I’ve been wanting to go to!! but I didn’t think I had enough time. We get there and it’s beautiful. He tells me his story. How his mom left him and sister at 7 and 14 to go to us to join cousins for better life. Then went himself at 14 with guy Coyote who takes ppl across for 15k. Goes LA. Mom and sis still la. Also traumatic separation from sister bec with 15k can go with coyotes to illegally cross but have decide who goes him or sis and he goes. Sister owns 17 restaurants including cafe Albania. He built shopping center named after grandma close to one million, came back here one year ago . Started in furniture store cleaning bathroom, then sales, then manager. Started his own white glove furniture store delivery service, sometimes encountered racists people in LA. Hates his accent. Like kkk, says one time woman opened door and said thought white people would be delivering so he said sorry ma’am and told his team to leave. Whereas here in town everyone friendly and nice most part don’t care race. Community. People know each other, says famous in town wants to be mayor perhaps. Sad part is so many poor people. Showed me where mom dropped him off child carefree. Education free country. Health care free but not good and sometimes no medicine. Mom arthritis. Wants give back. Employs twenty people day, dream was always come back. Prayed god. Organized river cleanup showed me photos, video. Said people not educated. Happy here. Lives retired lifestyle gets up when wants goes bed when want. Collects rent from place he built 400 month each person sometimes can’t afford it doesn’t collect, used to want to be cool in LA bought fancy car fancy air Jordan shoes bags, and here just needs car get in point a to b. Doesn’t know why was into that in US not him. Worked twenty hours day in US. Here relaxed lifestyle. People happy. Wishes bukele would help bring costs down. Says property prices gone up immensely since gangs gone. Before everything cheap now expensive. Small plot land 100k, he paid 350k for land. Says if come back offer me free Airbnb, would take me to other river hike longer.

    la golondrinera swim

    El Tunco / Sunzal

    There is nothing better than having a day like today where nothing is on the agenda. A day to relax and just read. Do nothing. only thing I am doing is writing places for surf lesson for tomorrow.

    Otherwise sitting on chair feeling ocean breeze, reading. No bus to catch, to town to explore, no tour to go on. No work (except emails still – booking jobs for home); no set agenda.

    What most people do on vacation is not what I do on vacation. It’s more of an adventure. Which I love! But having days like today is important to take care of myself and not feel burnt out.

    I think that’s been biggest lesson for me and also why solo travel is awesome – it’s ultimate self-care. It’s listening to myself and taking care of my needs.

    It’s knowing when I want and am up for an adventure, knowing when I need a day like today to just chill. When I want to eat out and when I’m craving my own food. When it’s time to splurge on a private room.

    I had this profound feeling today of finding myself here; between the feeling of authenticity with the haircut, and the joy I felt in the waves, it was this feeling of contentment and joy and arrival and happy just being. I would lay back and let the current drag me in and spit me back out, and spin me around. I admired the sun shining on the hills which looked like a double humped camel. I’d have my gaze set strictly on the wave as it approached, a frothy swell threatening to overtake me. I lay back squeezing in delight, body floating inches above the black sandy floor bed, as it would rapidly come closer into view. Then just before it would crash over me, I’d stand up or kneel and then put my back toward it and press up against its power. Then just before lifeguard whistled at people who dared to go further out. There were three young men who refused to listen and would dive into the waves. The lifeguard notified some policemen – I noticed a very heavy police presence in el zonte, the most I’ve seen yet, several men posted next to and in front of resorts – who had a 10 minute chat with them. I thought maybe they’d get fined. Next thing you know the men are back in the water diving into the waves, but soon after they took off. It looked like their parents were nearby as the dad joined them once the police approached. And then dad talked to mom afterward.

    buzz cut

    I tried to be cautious, knowing how dangerous water can be. In the US I don’t believe they would’ve allowed anyone into the water at all. Not with those conditions. Even at one point I realized I had allowed the waves to drag me in too deep, and I quickly went back to shore. One wave was so strong and powerful it was nearly over me and dragged me quite a few feet to shore. When I emerged, a woman nearby remarked at how strong it was too. Sometimes I felt slightly burned by the force of it dragging my body against the sand, and other times I felt like I could have sprained or even broken an ankle or wrist at the power with which it would come at me. I’ve never experienced anything like it in my life, but it was extremely fun.

    I ended up retreating when I realized how potentially dangerous it could be – even with the one lifeguard there he didn’t seem to be intently watching us and sometimes was chatting with someone- and played further ashore, covering my limbs with the heavy, waterlogged black sand that I imagine is from volcanic ash.

    pupuseria
    Pupusa

    La Union

    camping at la union

    Sunscreen on fellow passengers.

    Smoothie in bag, spilling on bus.

    Silk Road. Africa. China. Camper van. National parks. Nature. Bike packing. Adventures. Loving life. Travel world. India. Pakistan. Why settle for boring life when you only have one shot at this? Fuck living life just to made money. Adventure, a real life awaits if you just leave.

    So much I want to see and do and experience. And it’s not being at home walking the same streets staring at screens and using addictive apps.

    Suchitoto

    Oooph was my longest travel day but thankfully all went well, and very thankful I chose Suchitoto and that I had time to come here, and that I found a private room for $30 with AC! Only several mosquitoes made their way in and so were taunting me 😭 otherwise all is great and right center of town and next door to plate museum everyone mentions!

    suchitoto hammock

    I love Suchitoto so much. So glad to be here; unlike anywhere else in El Salvador. It’s small, quiet, charming. So much of El Salvador is noisy, dirty, chaotic, polluted. Even pretty places like el Sunzal /en tunco are situated close to busy main loud road. But Suchitoto has quiet, small town charming vibes – similar to Villa de Leyva; even to Antigua but better because smaller and less touristy. It just is refreshing. It’s clean, cobblestones, with a cool breeze at night – I know during the day I will be roasting. All to say, all signs are pointing to fact that I should extend my stay one night.

    I’m so happy here. Being in this hotel, in this city, in this country. Right here, right now. My windows are open and I have a view of the garden. No jobs, no responsibilities, nowhere to be. No list of tasks to get done. Just me existing on this planet.

    I feel so content. So happy, at peace. I’m alone but I like being alone. I keep thinking about what my therapist said – how I’m my own best friend. She’s right, I am.

    Last night I started watching how to lose a guy in ten days, then fell asleep in middle.

    God this place is so much better than San Salvador. I’m really not a city girl. I love quiet, tranquil surroundings. Nature. Plants. I don’t like city noises, pollution.

    I have to keep leaving and doing this.

    Why is it that I am so happy and content here? Slowing down, enjoying life. Having the ability to do this. Why do I not really wonder much about my purpose when I’m traveling? It’s like I’m doing what I was meant to do, and that uneasiness I get sometimes at home is sign I need to do something else – this. This is why I was put on earth. There’s really no other way to explain my contentment when I’m doing this, and how everything always seems to conspire to help me along my journey.

    Remembering how when I was telling woman in Juayúa hostel about travel burnout as she was traveling along time she said something about 3s- stay in place at least 3 days, and country at least 2 weeks, something like that. I can see point of staying in place at least 3 days. I feel like there can be this urge to always want newness and change, but sometimes when I stay longer in a place – as long as I don’t completely overstay – I’ll always find more things to do. For example, in Santa Ana I remember feeling like I could’ve left sooner, but then I went to hot waterfalls and was one of my favorite things there.

    It’s hard to say what my highlights have been here because I’ve really liked it all. I feel so fortunate health wise, energy wise, and seriously the only time I ever felt not so good was just a little bit of time that night at the hostel in Casa coco and even that wasn’t terrible…

    I’m glad I haven posted on insta. I still have spent too much time on app tho. One reel I saw today said something interesting; how being smart in life is living life the way you want. There are so many people you’d call smart but then aren’t happy or aren’t living life they really want to be living. I thought that was an interesting take I never thought of.

    It’s hard to tell you my highlights because I’ve truly enjoyed my entire trip. Suchitoto was actually a pleasant surprise; I liked it so much more than I thought I would.

    What else comes to mind? Riding the pickup truck, hitching with random people; hot waterfalls; seven waterfalls; Santa Ana volcano – view from top (oddly didn’t give me sense of awe maybe too many people); La golondrinera – going with Roman there; Suchitoto – chilling in hammock at mirador and boat ride; and just Suchitoto vibes; walking tour with Dave – tasting horchata and learning about country; hector walking tour hearing his story and tasting so much street food; omg day I did buzz cut and spent afternoon in water in crazy waves; an of course the overnight mountain camping – making of 10 min before!! taking 4×4 up to top and meeting both women and Fidel and him telling us about lenca culture in temple; the rainbow slide today 🙂

    queztal mural

    Most underwhelming: ruta de las Flores – the towns themselves were nothing special to me. I don’t get it. I liked Juayua the best – but also don’t get food festival rave. No different for me than eating outside or inside a restaurant feels silly.

    I really enjoyed all my short interactions and conversations with the locals – it really helps knowing language and being able to talk to people . Like retired guy yesterday.

    Juayua man holding rabbit

    Highlight for me was also just learning and understanding the place, the history and culture. I wish I had done this more in other places I’ve been to. When I look back I didn’t do this in Asia. No walking tours. Actually did one Vietnam was terrible. In future would be great to do street food tours – should’ve done it in Vietnam.

    Rainbow slide

    I think tours are so awesome both for the experience and meeting people.

    Food- loved pupusas with toppings. Great coffee. Overall good food. Simple, healthy -ish; not so processed.

    People – friendly, want to help – particularly if hitching.

    Safety- felt sooo safe. Nice to be able to hold phone and not worry.

    Only felt unsafe with some stray dogs.

    I would say it’s not a wow place like Faroe Islands. But if want an “easier” compact country, experience different culture, filed with lots of mini kinds of adventures (surfing would’ve been cool if that worked out), great for that. For me was solid 10/10 experience. I didn’t have a bad day here.

    meet up

    What a perfect end to my trip. Earlier I wrote that this country is missing music and dancing. Well I leave the national library and then there’s a street performer with an electric guitar busting out all kinds of tunes- American rock, Latin music, cumbia – an after watching people dance for awhile I finally joined in toward end of song I love by Marc Anthony which was very fitting – Vivir mi vida – and the woman were so happy I joined it was awesome, and then I joined on and off, an met woman who lives Reno Nevada for over 40 years as she dragged me in too… an guess who I saw again, Marcela! Who I met on top of El Espiritu de la Montana! So friendly she shrieked and we gave each other big hug. Perfect ending to an amazing trip.

  • Backpacking through El Salvador

    Backpacking through El Salvador

    I stuck out my hand, half unsure if the pickup truck would stop. It did. Two older men waved me into the back, smiled, and drove me down the coast, refusing any payment.

    This was El Salvador, a country that, just a few years ago, I might not have felt safe enough to visit.

    Welcome to El Salvador, a small country with big dreams. Home to over 230 volcanoes, mostly inactive, it’s a country that has seen multiple presidents and little change, until recent years. From the murder capital of the world to one of the safest countries in the Americas, many locals credit President Nayib Bukele. It wasn’t until he came into power and put over 80,000 people in prison that people began to live free and normal lives again. Gang members used to extort businesses for up to 70% of their wages, meaning a fruit vendor, for example, could barely survive.

    I heard firsthand what life was like before 2019, and it wasn’t pretty. On a walking tour in Santa Ana, our guide Hector told us about being pressured to join a gang as a teenager. Not wanting to kill or risk being killed, he packed a bag and left for Guatemala. He returned years later, once the country was safe again. His “friends” were gone, and his parents have since returned as well.

    While Bukele has made the country significantly safer, other issues remain. Hector explained that a State of Emergency, originally meant to last a few days, has continued for years. Police have free rein, and many constitutional rights, including due process, are effectively suspended. I spoke to locals about rising costs and low wages. How do they manage? If you’re lucky, a family member abroad helps you survive.

    Roman, a Salvadoran who had lived in California for many years, returned to Nahuizalco, along the famous Ruta de las Flores, to live a quieter, more meaningful life. I had stopped to explore and grab a smoothie when he noticed my gringo appearance and offered to take me to La Golondrinera, a hidden waterfall few tourists visit. I had heard of it but didn’t think I had time to get there on my own. Roman hired a local driver, and off we went.

    We walked along a dirt path that opened into fields of spring onions and flowers. The bucolic setting stretched toward distant mountains. As we walked, Roman shared his story. His mother left for the U.S., leaving his sister behind when she was 14 and he was 10. Years later, she could afford to bring only one child; his sister left, and he stayed behind. Eventually, he made the journey himself, traveling overland with a coyote.

    In Los Angeles, he worked his way up from cleaning bathrooms to managing a furniture store and eventually started his own white-glove delivery business. He had the car, the clothes, the lifestyle, but it never felt like him.

    He always dreamed of returning home, and last year, he finally did. He built a small shopping center in Nahuizalco, employs around 20 people, and organizes community cleanups along the river. He wants to give back and lift up his community.

    As the trail grew shadier, he told me this was a sacred spot where his ancestors once prayed. Then the path dropped into a canyon. My mouth hung open. Steep brown walls rose around us, streaked with lush green plants. No one else was around. We stepped into the cool stream and soon reached the cascading waterfall, where we swam as the heat climbed into the upper 80s.

    On the way back, he picked two mangoes for us to eat. We bit off the skin and enjoyed the sweet fruit. He stopped at a woman’s home to buy freshly cut mango slices doused with lime. Where the trail met the road, three kids were trying to catch frogs with a plastic container. A pickup truck arrived, and we climbed in the back. Roman chatted with another man about rising property prices. Land that once sold for under $100,000 now goes for $350,000. With the gangs gone, Salvadorans abroad are returning and investing.

    Back in town, Roman helped me find the local bus, and we hugged goodbye. He said next time I return, he’d take me to another waterfall, and a free Airbnb awaits me.

    It wasn’t the last time I was greeted by friendly, helpful locals.

    On the coast, I tried hitchhiking for the first time. In El Zonte, I needed to get to Playa El Sunzal. A local woman told me buses ran infrequently in the evening. I saw a pickup with two older men in the back, raised my hand, and they stopped. I tapped the window at my stop, and they waved off my offer to pay. It dawned on me: here, people help others, even if it slows them down.

    In Suchitoto, after a boat ride on Lake Suchitlán in the midday heat, I didn’t have it in me to walk back up the steep hill. After waiting for a bus, I noticed a man about to ride off on his scooter. I asked if he was heading up. He wasn’t, but he turned around to take me anyway.

    Later, after visiting Cascada Los Tercios, I didn’t want to walk back alone, uneasy about stray dogs after a scary incident in Ecuador. I stuck out my hand. The next car stopped immediately. The driver wasn’t headed into town but insisted on taking me all the way. Along the way, he told me about his three kids, several grandkids, and that he is retired, earning a $500 monthly pension, with help from his son in Washington state.

    On my final day, I visited the historic center and had lunch atop BINAES, La Biblioteca Nacional de El Salvador, built in 2023 for $54 million and funded by China, open 24/7. The glitzy exterior flashes lights at night. Opposite it stands the Metropolitan Cathedral, built in 1888, simpler yet grand, highlighting the country’s contrast between old and new.

    Bukele boasts ambitious plans: building or renovating schools, reviving the nearly extinct Nawat language, and lowering the cost of living. Many locals say they have yet to see these plans materialize.

    To his credit, he has made the country safe, and the majority still support him. In Suchitoto, all cables were placed underground and the main square beautified, crediting him and the local mayor. His image is everywhere. On my last day, a man handed out balloon toys printed with Bukele’s face and the words El país más seguro del mundo, the safest country in the world. Bukele has called himself “the coolest dictator in the world.”

    On my final night, I found myself reflecting on my two weeks in El Salvador. I missed hearing live street music, and then a street performer appeared, playing electric guitar to a crowd of locals. Shy at first, I ended up joining people dancing. Local women welcomed me warmly, and it felt like the perfect ending to my time in the country.

    I thought about my time in El Salvador. Two incredible weeks filled with nature, adventure, friendly locals, and delicious pupusas. Popular spots like Santa Ana, El Tunco, and the Seven Waterfalls hike attract backpackers, while places like Suchitoto and Salto de Malacatiupán remain quieter and peaceful.

    Go visit this gem of a country. Get off the beaten path, chat with locals, and support the women working hard in pupuserías, loading each one with crunchy slaw and tomato sauce. Climb volcanoes, camp atop an inactive one, ride the rainbow slide at the Picnic Steak House, explore Juayúa’s weekend food festival, and take a surf class on the coast.

    Adventure, and something deeper, awaits.

  • Two Epic Weeks in El Salvador

    Two Epic Weeks in El Salvador

    Back in town from an amazing two weeks in El Salvador. Why El Salvador? I was looking into traveling to a Latin American country close to home and after researching a bunch of places, El Salvador felt like the right place for me. It’s a small country so I could see a lot in two weeks; I like that it’s not a very touristy place to travel to; and I found enough things to do there that excited me.

    In total, I spent about $1,000 total, including airfare, travel insurance (Heymondo), accommodation, food, transport and activities. I stayed almost entirely in hostels dorms, except in Suchitoto where I found a delightful private room for $25 a night.

    Two Week El Salvador Itinerary: March 1-16, 2026

    March 1 – Fly Miami-San Salvador, landed at night. La Zona Hostel.
    March 2 – San Salvador, La Zona Hostel
    March 3-6 – Santa Ana, Casa Coca Hostel
    March 6-9 – Juayua, Samay Hostel
    March 9-12 – Sunzal (near El Tunco), Sunzal Surf Garden Hostel
    March 12-13 – La Union, camped at El Espiritu de la Montaña
    March 13-15 – Suchitoto, Casa Flamenco
    March 15-16 – San Salvador, Hostal Cumbres del Volcan Flor Blanca
    March 16 – early flight back home.

    San Salvador > Santa Ana > Juayua (Ruta de las Flores) > El Tunco / Sunzal > La Union > Suchitoto > San Salvador

    14 Day Breakdown:


    San Salvador – 2 days (1 beginning of trip, 1 ending of trip)
    – Day 1: Walking tour with Dave from Guru Walk, El Boqueron
    – Day 2: Picnic steak house (rainbow slide), explored city center (live music & dancing on Sunday night in main square)


    Santa Ana – 3 days
    – Day 1: Santa Ana volcano hike, pupusa cooking class
    – Day 2: El Salto de Malacatiupán (hot waterfalls)
    – Day 3: Hector walking tour with Guru Walk


    Juayua (base for Ruta de Las Flores) – 3 days
    – Day 1: Visited Ataco (mirador) & Apaneca (Laguna Verde)
    – Day 2: 7 waterfalls hike, Juayua food festival
    – Day 3: Salcoatitan (ceiba tree) & Nahuizalco (La Golondrinera)


    Sunzal (near El Tunco) – 3 days
    – Day 1: Chill day at hostel
    – Day 2: El Tunco, El Zonte beach day
    – Day 3: chill/travel day to La Union


    La Union / camping – 1 day
    – camped overnight at El Espiritu de la Montana


    Suchitoto – 2 days
    – Day 1: Travel day; walk around town.
    – Day 2: Boat ride on Lake Suchitlan, Museum of 1,000 plates, Cascada Los Tercios (waterfall dry, but great chill spot with views from mirador)


    Read snippets of my journal from my time in El Salvador.



    “We were meant to live for so much more”  -switchfoot

    –Santa Ana notes—

    Stopped by two other cafes – Santein Cafe was dead, Beats Cafe was all gringos and inflated pricing totally designed for foreigners. So I have returned to Pirómano, where it’s always full of locals, great food, coffee, desserts, iced cold AC, WiFi.

    Today was one of my favorite days and outings. It was an easy escape from the noise and fumes of the city, offering a gorgeous view of these waterfalls that you would think would be cold and refreshing but it’s actually hot! I took one direct bus 210 that leaves constantly from the main terminal and goes to Atiquizaya, takes about 40 min for .48. The bus leaves you off at Parque San Juan and from there you take a little taxi or tuk tuk for $2 down an unpaved, rocky and dusty road for a 10-15 min ride. It is quiet with few tourists there. I found a spot for myself and soaked in the hot water, until these tiny fish were bothering me, apparently drawn to every part of the human body. It was awesome. Then flagged taxi going back and he was honest, maybe because he already had passenger in back which I didn’t notice immediately. He charged me $2 whereas guy going there charged me $4.

    After I got off at bus in Santa Ana, I walked through the outdoor market and even though I was listening to my music, I could hear noise coming from my right. I walk into this place where locals are playing their version of bingo! I was welcomed in, and it was no problem to watch and not take part. Their version of playing lottery. Play certain number of tabletas with corn! And can win $30-65? Not sure.



    Today I am excited and ready to leave Santa Ana for Juayua. Damn can’t believe it’s Friday. Juayua has food festival on weekends so should be good timing. The next exciting adventure is the highly recommended 7 waterfalls hike and I’ve been told to wear sturdy shoes (and have dry bag).

    I have only had cold one minute showers all week and more cold showers await.



    Read more about Hector’s walking tour in Santa Ana.

    Will probably vote for Bukele even though doesn’t like him because no better option. Says like toxic relationship. Basically it’s been so bad here that for safety alone people are happy with him but there are no personal human rights, and still state of emergency which gives police right to shoot and do whatever they want. Basically they accept bare minimum and no one better.

    Said story of how gangs would push someone’s mouth against concrete and break jaw and teeth. How they extorted 70% of everyone’s wages so were earning so little. How this woman couldn’t afford it anymore so they shot her in back over 50 times with handgun and her young son witnessed this and as revenge killed over 30 people in gang, and is now in prison (can watch an interview) has also raped etc. and has no remorse.

    Didn’t speak well of US, never made things better and never welcomed them in with open arms. He then took us on food market tour which was AWESOME. Honestly wished I did it in other places like Vietnam, because I’d have no idea what to get and what’s safe to eat. My stomach is gurgling like crazy rest of day, but had some really good food. I loved this fried corn cake was amazing. And this sweet milk dish.

    In the end glad I did the tour. To get that kind of first-hand perspective and story was enlightening. Also learned that official guides are endorsed by government and then must not criticize so explains why Dave in San Salvador gave such glossy review of Bukele without any criticisms and didn’t mention state of emergency, loss of human rights, and just painted this rosy photo of how amazing things are now – which in comparison they are, and how Bukele doesn’t pocket all money like previous politicians, but he didn’t explain it well like Hector did; was very rosy and one sided. Hector also said with tattoos he gets stopped a lot, how a tourist in El Tunco was imprisoned because of tattoo he got and not sure what happened to him.

    But here he is 21 doing this walking tour after got fired two months after doing call center job for Walmart and says people cursing him out and his accent and wanted to speak to American. And using money to help pay for his university.


    Juayua:
    I felt such relief to be out of Santa Ana which felt so dirty, chaotic, noisy, full of fumes and here it’s so much quieter, cleaner, prettier, more in mountains; cooler but cloudy. The vibes here are so good, the beds so large. I see why people like it so much. I saw they have private room with terrace for $35 available so I extended night to treat myself to a one-day break from the dorm. I can’t wait.


    It is pouring so hard now. Got so lucky that it didn’t rain earlier! I have no rain gear. It takes having a dorm room to appreciate private room. To have cold showers to appreciate hot water. Upset stomach to appreciate clean food and water. Cars with fumes, broken down sidewalks, unpaved roads to appreciate breathing clean air and paved streets and sidewalks.

    We take so much for granted, and live such rich, grandiose lifestyles with the ability to travel anywhere we want. Traveling here is a great reminder of just how fortunate I am.

    Apaneca / Laguna Verde:

    Hired taxi to take me to Laguna Verde for $10 to go, wait for me, and come back.

    Was 20 minute ride up a very bumpy unpaved road, his car stalled several times. He would turn it off, then on again and worked thank god. We made it there and was surprised to find lots of locals, I thought it was a deserted place relatively unknown but nope. I was the only tourist as far as I could tell. You could rent bikes or take boat ride around lake. I walked around it, took about 10-15 min and saw two beautiful blue and black birds. Then sat on chair relaxing watching the clouds slowly settle in the trees above the water, passing in and out. I was getting cold though was nearly 5pm. My taxi driver packs a woman’s stuff into and on top of his car, tying down two of her display tables.


    Sunzal (near El Tunco)

    There is nothing better than having a day like today where nothing is on the agenda. A day to relax and just read. Do nothing. Only thing I am doing is writing places for surf lesson for tomorrow.

    Otherwise sitting on chair feeling ocean breeze, reading. No bus to catch, to town to explore, no tour to go on. No work (except emails; still booking jobs for home); no set agenda.

    What most people do on vacation is not what I do on vacation. It’s more of an adventure. Which I love! But having days like today is important to take care of myself and not feel burnt out.

    I think that’s been biggest lesson for me and also why solo travel is awesome – it’s ultimate self-care. It’s listening to myself and taking care of my needs.

    It’s knowing when I want and am up for an adventure, knowing when I need a day like today to just chill. When I want to eat out and when I’m craving my own food. When it’s time to splurge on a private room.

    I was thinking of going to barber shop to get head shaved today… while I like the feminine look of ponytail, I can no longer stand the feeling of so much hair and having my hair pulled back. I don’t like how my hair looks when down. And I so want to feel the feeling of short hair again. Plus I think women who shave their heads looks like bad-asses. At this point in my life comfort trumps looks, and fuck men who don’t like it or aren’t into it. Life now is about pleasing myself and no one else. I already spent too many years doing that.



    I had this profound feeling today of finding myself here; between the feeling of authenticity with the haircut, and the joy I felt in the waves, it was this feeling of contentment and joy and arrival and happy just being. I would lay back and let the current drag me in, spit me back out and twist me around. I admired the sun shining on the hills which looks like a double humped camel. I’d have my gaze set strictly on the wave as it approached, a frothy swell threatening to overtake me. I lay back shrieking in delight, body floating inches above the black sandy floor bed, as it would rapidly come closer into view. Then just before it would crash over me, I’d stand up or kneel and then put my back toward the wave and press up against its power.

    The lifeguard whistled at people who dared to go further out. There were three young men who refused to listen and would dive into the waves. The lifeguard notified some policeman – I noticed a very heavy police presence in El Zonte, the most I’ve seen yet, several men posted next to and in front of resorts – who had a 10 minute chat with them. I thought maybe they’d get fined. Next thing you know the men are back in the water diving into the waves, but soon after they took off. It looked like their parents were nearby as the dad joined them once the police approached.

    I tried to be cautious, knowing how dangerous water can be. In the US I don’t believe they would’ve allowed anyone into the water at all. Not with those conditions. Even at one point I realized I had allowed the waves to drag me in too deep, and I quickly went back to shore. One wave was so strong and powerful it overtook me and dragged me quite a few feet to shore. When I emerged, a woman nearby remarked at how strong it was. Sometimes I felt slightly burned by the force of it dragging my body against the sand, and other times I felt like I could have sprained or even broken an ankle or wrist at the power with which it would come at me. I’ve never experienced anything like it in my life, but it was extremely fun.

    I ended up retreating when I realized how potentially dangerous it could be – even with the one lifeguard there he didn’t seem to be intently watching us and sometimes was chatting with someone- and so I went further ashore, covering my limbs with the heavy, waterlogged black sand that I imagine is from volcanic ash.


    Smoothie in bag, spilling on bus.

    Silk Road. Africa. China. Camper van. National parks. Nature. Bike packing. Adventures. Loving life. Travel world. India. Pakistan. Why settle for a boring life when you only have one shot at this? Fuck living life just to made money. Adventure, a real life awaits if you just leave.


    7:05pm Oooph was my longest travel day but thankfully all went well, and very thankful I chose Suchitoto; that I had time to come here, and found a private room for $25 with AC! Several mosquitoes made their way in and were taunting me 😭 otherwise all is great and right in the center of town and next door to plate museum everyone mentions!

    I love Suchitoto so much. So glad to be here; unlike anywhere else in El Salvador. It’s small, quiet, charming. So much of El Salvador is noisy, dirty, chaotic, polluted. Even pretty places like el Sunzal / en tunco are situated close to busy main loud road. But Suchitoto has quiet, small-town charming vibes – similar to Villa de Leyva; even to Antigua but better because smaller and less touristy. It just is refreshing. It’s clean, cobblestones, with a cool breeze at night – I know during the day I will be roasting. All to say, all signs are pointing to the fact that I should extend my stay one night – I love it here; I prefer it over the chaos of San Salvador.

    I’m so happy here. Being in this hotel, in this city, in this country. Right here, right now. My windows are open and I have a view of the garden. No jobs, no responsibilities, nowhere to be. No list of tasks to get done. Just me existing on this planet.


    Why is it that I am so happy and content here? Slowing down, enjoying life. Having the ability to do this. Why do I not really wonder much about my purpose when I’m traveling? It’s like I’m doing what I was meant to do, and that uneasiness I get sometimes at home is sign I need to do something else – this. This is why I was put on earth. There’s really no other way to explain my contentment when I’m doing this, and how everything always seems to conspire to help me along my journey.

  • Facing My Scooter Rental Fear in Cat Ba National Park, Vietnam

    Facing My Scooter Rental Fear in Cat Ba National Park, Vietnam

    I Finally Faced My Fear of Renting a Scooter in Vietnam – and Everything Went Wrong

    • Meeting Jessica, abandoned scooter plans

    I harbored a fear for renting a scooter on my own.

    I met Jessica, a young, fearless 19-year-old woman from Germany staying in the female dorm in Cat Ba, Vietnam. She regaled me with stories of hiking she had done in Nepal. I listened in amazement as she as created her own hike using waypoints and studying the map. She showed me photos of her and three other women standing amongst majestic mountains highlighted by a clear blue sky.

    We talked about renting a scooter together to go hiking in Cat Ba National Park. The only public transportation that existed was a bus that left in the morning and came back in the afternoon, but there was scant information about it. Neither of us felt comfortable riding a scooter on our own with little to no experience. As we were discussing this, a young man hearing our conversation piped in- I’m sorry for interrupting, but I overheard you discussing renting a scooter. If you’d like, I can give you a lesson on riding one tomorrow morning.

    We made plans for the three of us to rent two scooters – Jessica and Samuel sharing one, and I would rent my own. However, the plans soon fell apart and we ended up doing different things the following day.

    • The Island Tour

    I chose to do an all-day tour of the island. The tour was good fun and included heading out on a boat to explore the limestone karsts Cat Ba is famously known for along with some other fun activities like kayaking and biking around the island.

    When it came time to kayak, you needed to be paired up in groups of two. I looked around at the crowd, spotted another solo woman and asked if she wanted to share a kayak. We got out onto the water and she shared that she was wrapping up a 6-month adventure of her own. She was from the Bay area of California and had quit her job to fulfill this lifelong dream of hers. Katie shared some of her low moments which included a period of intense loneliness in Hong Kong, partially attributed to being in such a large city away from nature. As she was on the last leg of her trip, her advice to me was to take time to reflect on the journey. I held on to her advice over the next few months.

    For my final day in Cat Ba, there was really only one thing left that I wanted to do – hike in the national park. I tried to find out more information about the public bus to try to avoid facing my fear of renting a scooter. Apparently, I missed its daily morning departure.

    • Finally Facing the Scooter Fear

    With no other option left, I walked over to the hostel’s front desk and asked to rent a scooter. A guy showed me how the scooter worked and watched as I gave it a little spin down the block. I pointed out the empty gas tank and he said not to worry, there would be a place to fill up before getting into the national park and there would be enough gas to make it there.

    • Things start to go wrong

    Two blocks from the hostel, the scooter stalled. It was out of gas. It would have been quite the trek uphill to walk it back to the hostel. I tried to flag down the help of two ladies on the sidewalk but they ignored me. I then tried to wave at a woman in a building; she called over a man in a business suit who spoke English. I stood in shock as he handed me the keys to his parked scooter. He told me there was a gas station up ahead and to use his scooter to get gas.

    I nervously took off and returned with a bottle of fuel. I began to pour it into the tank of my stalled scooter, but with no funnel it spilled down the sides. He quickly took the bottle from my hands and attempted to pour it in without spilling. He, too, spilled gasoline around the edges. I thanked him profusely and took off.

    I made it to another gas station to finish filling up the tank. The problem was, the scooter would not turn back on. A light had gone on, most likely because oil got into the engine. I felt stressed, anxiety pulsating through my veins. I thought – it’s ok, it’s going to be ok. This will make for a good story to share later on.

    I asked a local for help using Google Translate. He kindly agreed to call my hostel for me and explain the situation. I was pleasantly surprised when ten minutes later a guy showed up from my hostel. He explained that it was probably from the spilled oil as I suspected. He whipped out a screwdriver and swapped our batteries. I was concerned about taking the same scooter into the park. Are you sure it’s ok? He insisted my scooter was now in good working order.

    • Cat Ba National Park

    I rode off and finally made it into the National Park. Stop one was a famous cave. I walked through and took a moment to stop and take in the total silence. You don’t realize how pervasive noise is until there is none at all.

    I continued on to stop #2 – the hike. I paid the parking fee and was pointed down a pathway. It was sunny and warm out. I began to climb and make my way up through a rocky, lush green trail. Once at the top, I met an older Swiss man who told me about a motorcycle journey he was doing with his adventurous brother, snaking their way through the roads of Vietnam. He pointed out his brother in the distance, making his way up to a higher vantage point. I told myself I didn’t have to follow suit; I already made it to the top and had a gorgeous 360 view of the green expanse surrounding us.

    Next thing you know, I was climbing as well. I already made it this far; I might as well climb just a bit more. This vantage point however, was completely exposed. There was no shelter, no balcony to peer over. Instead, just a rock you can stand on, upon which a young woman stood filming the view with her phone. I chatted with a friendly Irish couple nearby, who told me how they had spent nearly nine weeks in Vietnam and it wasn’t enough. On the hike down, he told me I must go see the memory show in Hoi An, and I made a mental note of it.

    Hike completed, I headed back to my scooter. The Swiss brothers were taking off at the same time on their motorcycle. They showed me the best way to head back into town, along a coastal road. As I cautiously drove home, praying I would make it back safely with no more hiccups, I noticed the gas needle dropping. I didn’t drive that much and it didn’t make sense that I would be running out of fuel so quickly. I realized that there was either a leak or the gauge was broken.

    • The Ride Back

    I wondered whether I should take a risk and try to make it back to the hostel, which was about a 30-minute drive away, or stop at a gas station just to be on the safe side. I didn’t see a single station, but I spotted a small handmade sign that said Petrol. I pulled over and looked around to see if anyone was around. I finally saw a woman and explained the issue. She simply unscrewed the cover to the fuel tank, saw I had enough to make it to town, and assured me I would be ok and that it probably was a broken gas gauge. I continued on and sighed in relief when I made it back to the hostel safely.

    • Reflections

    When I reflected on the events of the day, several thoughts came to mind. One, that things will work itself out. There are so many kind people and they are teaching me how to be more kind- handing your keys to a total stranger? That is unheard of in the US.

    Should I have had a cell phone with a local SIM card so I could always call for help? Sure. But I thought about how people have traveled for centuries without phones.

    It was good that I had faced my fear and proved to myself not only that could I do it, but I can deal with issues that arise. I can calm myself down, put things into perspective, and figure things out.

    So many things had gone wrong, but still, I made it into the national park. I could drive a scooter. But I also learned I don’t love riding scooters. I feel much safer in a car, and felt very vulnerable and exposed on a scooter- to the point that I didn’t really enjoy riding it. My preference when traveling is still public transport – because it’s peaceful, less stressful, better for the planet, and I love being alone with my thoughts on the rides.

    Not only did I not swear off scooter rentals, but a month later in Vang Vieng, Laos I again rented one. And once again, I was nervous and apprehensive. This one was an electric scooter, and the company had really good reviews. Luckily, it all went perfectly. I veered around numerous pot holes, followed maps to hikes and lagoons, and thankfully made it back safely.

  • East & SE Asia Bucket List Part 1

    East & SE Asia Bucket List Part 1

    I was inspired to type this out after watching Reuben Schmitz’s YouTube video series on him and his friend traveling around the world with no money. I saw his list, then decided to make my own list while traveling. This was from a 6 month trip I took from March-September 2025. The list is from Japan-Laos, part 1!

    1. Go karting in Tokyo with brother and nephews.
    2. Going to a robot cafe.
    3. Meeting my new friend in the hostel and becoming friends later as we overlap in Kyoto!! Ending up at a cozy intimate dark jazz bar in Kyoto having convos with strangers that end up feeling like friends.
    4. Bathe naked with local Japanese women at an onsen
    5. Feed bowing deer at Nara
    6. Make dinner together with a friend from Japan who I met in Munich in a hostel! And laugh your asses off together. Second night you make pasta With tomatoes for both of you. Try new dishes with her. Hug goodbye and tell each other you love each other after only two afternoons together.
    7. Get your phone returned to you by a local Japanese woman after you drop it on a hammock in Kobe
    8. Jump for joy as you say goodbye to your new Japanese friends at a veg restaurant in Kobe. Leave on a high and inspired
    9. Try Japanese bidets!!! Best in the world.
    10. Meet random guy in Hanoi in front of a palace and hang out together
    11. Bella who runs the hostel in Hanoi becomes your Vietnamese mom and sees you off and you hug her goodbye.
    12. You ride on a motorcycle for 4 days and 3 nights and have one of the best experiences of your life with 7 strangers.
    13. Jump off a bridge. Jump off waterfall ledge.
    14. Laugh your ass off with a Greek man for 3 days. Laughed more in 4 days than you have in 4 years.
    15. Sing karaoke every single night with your new friends.
    16. Dance with locals in one of the villages.
    17. Do an overnight trek in sapa with your new German and Armenian friends
    18. Play ball with kids in the village.
    19. Play with a sweet kitten that climbs on your shoulder.
    20. Ride VIP sleeper buses all over Vietnam and have the best transport experience of your life. Eat at random unhygienic stops and wear slippers.
    21. Rent a scooter for the first time. A local stranger gives you the keys to his scooter to help you get gas. Get rescued again by hostel. Local at gas station calls hostel for you.
    22. Meet friendly Irish couple on hike who tell you to see Memory show in Hoi An.
    23. See Ha Long Bay and Lan ha bay! Did that first epic little view point myself.
    24. Kayak with a woman in Ha Long bay who is finishing her six-month trip and offers advice to reflect often on this 6-month journey.
    25. See a rare and endangered monkey on Cat Ba island.
    26. Get your first fish massage!!!
    27. Climb to top of dragon hike which was terrifying!!! In Trang An, Vietnam.
    28. Rent a scooter for second time to go around and go to pharmacy for stomach help.
    29. Become a duck leader – have ducks eat from your hand legs and feeet and giggle hysterically like a child!
    30. See the biggest most impressive cave of your life in Phong Nha.
    31. Hire a driver for first time ever to take your around and wait for you.
    32. Zip around on grab taxis in Hoi An and have the time of your life.
    33. Create pottery on the wheel!
    34. Go on a tin boat tour and buzz on a high!!
    35. Get your first full body massage for only $8!
    36. Get offered a scooter ride /rescued by a stranger – young Vietnamese woman who- when stranded in a cafe and no taxi will come get you.
    37. Try mung bean tea sold by local women in Ho Chi Minh City.
    38. Befriend a little boy on street in Ho Chi Minh and lift him in air as he giggles excitedly. His mom and him offer me a cracker.
    39. Experience the most epic water fight of your life in celebration of the Khmer New Year in Siem Reap.
    40. Have the most epic dance party while being sprayed by water
    41. End up meeting random Indian guy living in Siem Reap who takes you to a club at 2am
    42. See Ankor Wat for first time on only 2 hours of sleep.
    43. Have a local Cambodian family return your lost phone in a miraculous fashion while on a tuk tuk tour of Ankor Wat
    44. Dance with local men at a waterfall outside Siem Reap
    45. Meet Enya an Irish girl at the airport in Siem Reap and meet her and her Jewish friend again in Phnom Penh and go to dinner together
    46. Have a wild toucan come visit at breakfast time on rooftop of hostel in Phnom Penh and you feed it by hand and it cuddles with you!
    47. Go to a water park!!! Fulfill childhood dream!
    48. Become friends with kids in Kampot and then end up renting a motorized kids vehicle
    49. Taste jackfruit for first time.
    50. Go paramotoring with a woman from Australia you meet in a hostel in Vang, Vieng and immediately hit it off with her and become friends.

  • Why The Lighter Bag? What is the meaning behind the name?

    Why The Lighter Bag? What is the meaning behind the name?

    Why The Lighter Bag? What is the meaning behind the name?



    1.I love traveling light. Once I realized I was able to fit all of my possessions into a 40 liter bag, I try to always travel this way. Except if I’m going to a winter destination and need to pack a thick winter coat, ski pants, etc. I have been traveling light now and it’s my intention with each trip to only take the essentials. It’s really freeing to realize you don’t need much to be happy, and as long as you have you’r small backpack you have everything you need.

    2. The lighter bag is not just meant as inspiration to pack light physically, but also mentally. It’s about getting rid of whatever is holding you back. To free yourself from whatever is holding you back from traveling or whatever it is that is calling you and speaking to your soul. It took me a really long time to free myself mentally and then physically from the relationship I was in. I realized I was holding myself back for so long from living a more authentic life. I feel like a late bloomer. However instead of staying stuck in the past and feeling like a victim, I prefer to carry all the lessons with me from my mistakes and live each day now as best I can.


    3. I think of The Lighter Bag as a bag that spreads light. For each person that chooses a more authentic life – for me it’s making travel a big part of my life – you can fill your cup, and then use that light to spread your light to others. I hope to keep spreading love and light into the world. It’s really only by changing ourselves that we can inspire others to live a better life.